this is how i am.

 

twelve twenty-five

it is christmas.
a supposed event... that i have decided [to me] means family. and nostalgia. love, friendship, and most of all [again..] family.

family.

family... all those that i love, really.
all those blood and legally bound.
all those who have influenced and shaped me. who care about me.
those whom i feel that if they feel, they deserve for me to.. feel back.
....

i  am watching 'the christmas story', and it is 3:40 am in hawaii tonight.

geisha me love.

 

PSYCHOLOGICAL BREAKTHROUGH

people should call their children by what they are doing at that moment, rather then a name, for there first 4 years. 
these children will grow up identifying with their actions rather then a series of sounds.

these children will gain a fundamental understanding of the relationship between them and their interaction with the world. 

okay, bye now.

match me if you can.

Today is definitely a Wednesday.

I am starting a garden in my room. To start it off I bought three yellow lily plants and an aloe vera plant, which I placed on a shelf under my windowsill.

LIVE LIVE LIVE!!!

this is the way I need to wake.
open my eyes, i see sky.

today I will:
go to class at 11,
I will attend the public discussion about a health reform  at 6.
in between I will clean,
I will dance,
and I will sing.
Afterwards, I will throw jack-o-lanterns off of a bridge
with Jai and Amiet,
and then we will frolic and choose to abandon "Movie Night"
because we have decided!
to no longer spend all of our time as tele-zombies (even when planned.)
and instead! We will live,
live,
live.

i sit here.
amiet is asleep, takisan purring beside me.
and yet i search for more,
inevitably him.
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all i want to do is travel, attend a variety of universities, and learn about the history of art.