i cannot believe i ever held you so close [it hurts to breathe.]

it sickens me

the way you slave,

and build,

and keep up

such a brilliant facade around you.

it works, i must say.

it definitely hides (for some amount of time..)

the whiney, petulant child that

you are.

i hope she is something else, my love.

i hope you can fool her forever.