What happens...
when all you really care about is art?
and revelry?
and love?
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
I am someone else.
I am the same.
I am different...
from who I was back then.
Back when?
When I had you...
When I lost you...
Everything is so transparent when you look at it
after it's gone.
I wish I could control myself.
I wish I could let go of this fear
of being loved.
of believing in love.
of having you...
of you having me...
Will you teach me?
How to love you?
I can't do this alone.
I am the same.
I am different...
from who I was back then.
Back when?
When I had you...
When I lost you...
Everything is so transparent when you look at it
after it's gone.
I wish I could control myself.
I wish I could let go of this fear
of being loved.
of believing in love.
of having you...
of you having me...
Will you teach me?
How to love you?
I can't do this alone.
Friday, May 13, 2011
It has been a while, friends.
It is Summer and it is glorious.
The trees are green,
the flowers blooming.
But I do not think it is just the weather that is making me feel so....
brand new.
The trees are green,
the flowers blooming.
But I do not think it is just the weather that is making me feel so....
brand new.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
fashion of 2009
what characterized 2009...
stripes.
high waisted, short, poofy skirts.
glasses.
booties.
short hair.
long, bohemian hair.
messy hair.
blunt bangs.
black,
white,
navy,
red.
tights.
leather jackets, shoes, and bags.
boots.
old man esque shoes.
stripes.
high waisted, short, poofy skirts.
glasses.
booties.
short hair.
long, bohemian hair.
messy hair.
blunt bangs.
black,
white,
navy,
red.
tights.
leather jackets, shoes, and bags.
boots.
old man esque shoes.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
this is not about love
i wake to darkness
crawl out of my messy bed
and bid my adieus.
i dress... shoes, shorts, shirt
early the gym is empty
walk, run, bike, stretch out.
a long, hot shower
big day of judgment ahead
not sure i'm ready.
crawl out of my messy bed
and bid my adieus.
i dress... shoes, shorts, shirt
early the gym is empty
walk, run, bike, stretch out.
a long, hot shower
big day of judgment ahead
not sure i'm ready.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
today means a year has past
since i decided to let sterling in.
a year...
a year full of joys and smiles. a year getting to really know a person inside and out. a year without promises or plans. a year without very much art. a year without very much angst. a year full of creation. a year of bike rides and long boarding. a year of pakalolo. a year of being a mama and a papa to a kitty cat. a year of building trust. a year of finding love.
a year...
a year full of joys and smiles. a year getting to really know a person inside and out. a year without promises or plans. a year without very much art. a year without very much angst. a year full of creation. a year of bike rides and long boarding. a year of pakalolo. a year of being a mama and a papa to a kitty cat. a year of building trust. a year of finding love.
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