i sit here.
amiet is asleep, takisan purring beside me.
and yet i search for more,
inevitably him.
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all i want to do is travel, attend a variety of universities, and learn about the history of art.

it is 3:14 am in Provo, Utah

My stomach is churning.
and my brain is fried from all the studying and awake-ness.
my body aches. especially my head.
i enjoy being so clean and organized lately,
but tonight i got inspired.
and driven to complete this piece! i could not find materials.
i did not have memorabilia 
and collected magazines and
materials to console.
i couldnt find my pastels or charcoal.
and so i was left to express myself via blog.
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knowledge is whirling around my brain.
errruughhhhhh...

 soundtrack of the month:

breakable: ingrid michaelson

transatlanticism: death cab for cutie

passenger seat: death cab for cutie

the chain: ingrid michaelson

i will follow you into the dark: death cab for cutie

winter song: ingrid michaelson and sara bareilles

sould meets body: death cab for cutie

speeding cars: imogen heap.