what i am becoming is not who i want to be. i need to leave this place....

i can't become this person.

judgment and hate is not me.

paumé

listening to:

"lifechanging"

i do not want to repeat the mistakes of my past.. (succumbing to the hopeless girl i label myself with- as a result of my repeated weakness to instinct).

but i also do not want to form walls and restrictions for myself and miss something important. 

is this my chance to exercise freewill and prove my bad faith.. wrong?

or

would i be making a huge mistake by letting this opportunity go?